Friday, September 30, 2005

odds and ends

Some of life is planned and projected. But it can also be random. Here, at week's end, some of the random: I am thrilled that Erskine Bowles will be the new UNC system president. Our daughter is coming in from Chapel Hill this weekend, to celebrate her mom (my wife's) birthday. It is one of those milestone birthdays, and so we will have lots of fun. But not too much fun, because I hit the same one in eighteen months. If the federal government is not going to respond to human needs, and wants the faith based community to do that instead, can I double my tithe and send it to people who will actually respond to human need? I am serious---if there is no federal responsibility, can I send the rewards of labor (approximately 30% of my salary) to someone who will take responsibility? I recommend The Constant Gardener, just released. It's about idealism, compassion, and how we can live with someone and really not know them. The Braves win their division yet again. This makes fourteen years in a row! Amazing. Click here. Food...I have discovered the best vegetarian omelette I have ever tasted, at the Original Pancake House in Charlotte. The South Meck Sabres varsity volleyball currently have a 10-5 record, having lost a couple of tough matches in the last week. Starting at outside hitter is Abby Carter, who is 6'2'' in her bare feet. I will be preaching in a week or so on the Ten Commandments. Any ideas? Send them to me...Paste magazine has a cd inside of it this month that includes great selections by the North Mississippi All-Stars and Jerry Douglas with Alison Krauss. The magazine is worth buying just for the music inside it, and there is also a DVD that includes a Nickel Creek video----I have not gotten around to seeing it yet. Click here.



Monday, September 26, 2005

bread in the wilderness (exodus 16)

The Bible describes our lives in all of their glory and humanity, when we’re experiencing the thrill of victory and agony of defeat. Sometimes we are on the mountain peak. Sometimes we are in the valley. In the valley we see the difficult climb that’s ahead of us. In the valley we are tired and discouraged. Israel knew about all of this. “Are you going to let us die in the wilderness?”, the people asked Moses, in the valley, in the desert.

Maybe some of us are here this morning and we are there. The Bible has a name for this place we find ourselves in: the wilderness. The wilderness is a place of desolation, chaos, danger, testing, scarcity. Moses spent time in the wilderness. John the Baptist spent time in the wilderness. Paul spent time in the wilderness. Jesus spent time in the wilderness. Every one of us has spent time in the wilderness, or we will.

I have been in the ministry for twenty-two years. I am in the middle of life. I have lived through wilderness times, I have walked with people through wilderness times, and I have listened to testimonies of how men and women have survived in wilderness. What I share with you are some lessons. Think of it as a survival kit, as you make it through the wilderness, on the way to the promised land, a survival kit put together by those who have walked the path ahead of you.

In the wilderness, people are especially open to listening to God, and in the wilderness God is especially interested in reaching out to his people. The people wonder, out loud, “how are we going to survive?” God says, “I will provide each day enough for that day”.

This is a first lesson. God says, in verse 4, I am going to rain bread from heaven for you. Gather enough for each day. In this way I will test you (verse 5), to see if you will follow my instruction. Life is a test. Almost every difficult stretch we face is about faith and trust. In Exodus 16, God provides manna in the wilderness for Israel. From this experience comes one of my favorite hymns:

Great is thy faithfulness, Great is thy faithfulness
Morning by morning new mercies I see
All I have needed thy hand has provided

Great is thy faithfulness, Lord unto me.

God is teaching Israel and us to see his faithfulness each morning, he is teaching us to live by faith, teaching us to live “one day at a time”. Do you ever have difficulty living “one day at a time”? Do you ever find yourself worrying about what may or may not happen tomorrow? In the sermon on the mount, Jesus instructs his disciples to pray “give us this day our daily bread”, and in the language of the Message, to “give your entire attention to what God is doing right now and don’t get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow”.

When you are in the wilderness, the future can be pretty overwhelming. It helps to place the focus on what is at hand. We have a wonderful group of people in our congregation who are Stephen Ministers. They teach people in crisis to see life as a series of “small steps”. In the wilderness we put one foot in front of the other, we live life one day at a time, we take small steps.

And when we do this we discover that God is faithful. The manna is provided each day, enough for that day. God is teaching about his nature, which is providence: I will provide for you. Gather enough for each day, no more, no less. And so the people gathered. In Exodus 16. 18, Some gathered more than they needed and they had none left over. Others gathered less than they needed and they had enough.

This is really about moderation. What do we need to live, really? When I was a child we distinguished between what we wanted and what we needed. God promises to give us what we need, not what we want. God does not always promise abundance, but God does promise sufficiency. And this is what grace is all about: My grace is sufficient for you, God said to the apostle Paul, for my strength is made perfect in weakness.

Manna in the wilderness is about grace. Manna in the wilderness is about dependence on God. Manna in the wilderness is about providence.

Live one day at a time.

But God is not finished with Israel, or us yet. There is something else we need to learn, another lesson. God says, “don’t gather manna on the Sabbath” (verses 23, 26). There will be nothing to gather, nothing to harvest on the Sabbath. Life is not about continuous work, continuous consuming, continuous gathering. There is a time to stop, a time to rest, a time to depend on God.

For the most part I try to take a Sabbath each week. The biblical principle is six days of work and one day of rest. Now in the ministry this does not mean that I can finish all of the work in six days. Life goes on seven days a week, as does work. But there has to be a day a week where I do not gather manna, where I trust God to provide for me and for other people.

Some of you know what I am talking about. I have known business people who have made the decision not to open their businesses seven days a week, and this came from their own heritage and from the conviction that there should be a day of rest and a day of worship and that if we honored God in this way God would provide all that we needed. By observing the Sabbath they learned that God is faithful.

In the wilderness, Israel learned the principle of the Sabbath. And maybe this means that we need to rest as we are making it through the wilderness, that life has a pace to it, a rhythm of work and rest, labor and leisure. You can only keep going if you stop sometimes and allow body and soul to catch up with each other. “Consider the lilies of the field”, Jesus teaches. Verse 30 says it simply: so the people rested on the seventh day. One scholar has commented that it was not so much that Israel kept the Sabbath, but that the Sabbath kept Israel. On the Sabbath they were reminded that God had created the world and freed them from slavery. And one of the forms of slavery they had been freed from was working seven days a week.

Live one day at a time.

Observe the Sabbath rest.

There is another lesson in the wilderness. The Lord commanded the people that an omer of manna should be kept in a jar, and that the jar should be placed before God and all of the people. The Message translates an omer as “two quarts”. They were to place the jar of manna alongside the covenant. In this way they would remember that God had sustained them, day by day, through the wilderness.

It helps for us to have physical reminders of the good times in our lives. We will pass through wilderness times on the way to the promised land, and yes, we may find ourselves in the wilderness again for some reason. The journey is not only linear. Sometimes we discover ourselves in a place in life, a season in life, that we had not counted on. It helps to remember that God provides. The manna represented the grace of God, the covenant the law: in the Old Testament both law and gospel were present.

I have shared with some of you that I have in my desk an old cigar box filled with physical reminders of good times: family pictures, thank you notes, concert tickets, restaurant receipts from memorable evenings, mementos from various events in the lives of our children, worship bulletins, coins from Israel and Bolivia, postcards from Ireland and England, seashells and photographs, letters from my grandmother. It is my jar of manna. And when the occasional time comes and I need to remember the goodness of God in my life, there are physical reminders.

If you are in the wilderness, I invite you to remember the good things. Life has been good in the past, and life will be good in the future. This too shall pass!

Live one day at a time.

Observe the Sabbath rest.

Remember the good things.

One more lesson: In the wilderness we grow stronger. In the wilderness you don’t need to know a lot, but what you do need to know is essential. In the wilderness we grow stronger.

Of course, in the moment no one wants to hear this, and in the moment it is never appropriate to say this:

“we grow stronger through adversity”,
“God is testing us”,
“it will develop character”.

But in hindsight, there is a truth here. Not that the growth merits the pain; it does not. But in the wilderness we do grow stronger.

We discover strengths we not aware of;
we are sent friends who were unknown to us;
we become a part of the prayers of other people.

The shallow words that we employed to make sense of life no longer hold up. The trivial pursuits that filled our schedules are not that important anymore.

In the wilderness God’s voice becomes clear. C.S. Lewis said, “God whispers to us in our pleasure but shouts to us in our pain”. When you are hiking you begin to pay attention to your body, the aching muscles, the blistered heels. And in the wilderness we are also more attentive to the spirit. In the wilderness God has our attention.

In the wilderness we grow stronger. Some of the Jewish teachers have looked back and pointed to the wilderness, not the monarchy, as the high point of Israel’s history. In the wilderness they depended daily upon God’s provisions. In the wilderness they learned to “trust and obey”. The rabbis called the wilderness “the school of the soul”.

All of this was written from the vantage point of the promised land. Sometimes people look back on the wilderness times in their lives and admit that it was there that they were closest to God.

The people had taken a great risk. They had followed Moses. They had left Pharoah. They had done the right thing. They had come to the sea, and put their feet in the waters, they had taken a great risk, because they were headed where? To the promised land? Only they are in the wilderness. What went wrong?

Maybe you have been there. Maybe you are there now, this morning. You have trusted God. You have tried to do the right thing. And yet you find yourself in a dangerous, scary, chaotic place. That’s why we need to know how to survive in the wilderness.

We are going to make it to the promised land, but on the way we are going to pass through the wilderness. And yet it is true that God’s people have been there before us, and they have left instructions on how to survive. You are never alone in the wilderness. In the valley of the shadow, there are the words “Thou Art With Me”. And in the wilderness there is One

who walks before us to guide us,

who walks behind us to watch over us,

who walks alongside us to befriend us.

There is an old spiritual, “I am bound for the promised land”. It was written no doubt by someone whose feet were planted firmly in the wilderness. Do you remember those words of hope?

I am bound for the promised land, I am bound for the promised land
O who will come and go with me, I am bound for the promised land.

This gives us hope, and it also helps us to make sense of what happens in this life. Someone has said,

Not everything that is broken in this life will be fixed in this life.”

The journey is one that goes on forever, a reminder of the unfinished nature of life. Everyone of us is on this journey, a journey that extends beyond horizons that we can see and terrain that we can map…even into the life to come. We believe in the resurrection of the body and the life everlasting.

In the meantime:

Live one day at a time.
Observe the Sabbath rest.
Remember the good things and the good times.
Know that it is in the wilderness that we grow stronger.

I have some good news: We are going to make it to the promised land.

I have some bad news: On the way we are going to pass through the wilderness.

But then, I have some more good news: In this life and in the life to come, God is faithful.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

let nothing disturb you


nada te turbe
nada te espante
todo se pasa
Dios no se muda
la pacienda
todo lo alcanza
Quien a Dios tiene
nada le falta
Solo Dios basta

Let nothing disturb you
Let nothing make you afraid
All things pass
But God is unchanging
Patience
is enough for everything
You who have God
lack nothing
God alone is sufficient

Teresa of Avila
16th century spanish mystic

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

the difference between constructive and destructive criticism

Constructive criticism is when I criticize you. Destructive criticism is when you criticize me.

Monday, September 19, 2005

crossing over (exodus 14)

A mother takes her son to the beach, for the first time. It is so vast, the ocean is, as far as the eye can see. The son takes it all in---“what is going through that young mind?” They walk in the sand, taking a step at a time---the young boy just learning to walk. They move closer to water’s edge, and then closer, and then closer. The expression on the boy’s face changes, from awe and amazement to apprehension and fear. They walk, a little more slowly now. The mother looks into the face of her young son. “Step in, put your feet in!”, she says. He resists. The sand, under his feet, feels just fine. Step in”, she says. Step in the water!”

Israel has left Egypt, they are being led by Moses, guided by the signs, cloud and fire, and they are being pursued by Pharoah’s army. They were in “great fear” (verse 10). They’ve reached the water’s edge. Something is about to happen. It is a scary time. They are on the way to freedom, Pharoah had let them go, the plagues had been too much, but then Pharoah changes his mind, his heart is hardened, and his armies were in pursuit of God’s people.

All of this is not lost on the children of Israel. They look back and see the danger. They fear for their life. They complain. Did you bring us out here in the wilderness to die?”, they ask their leader. Didn’t we tell you this would happen. Why could you not just have left well enough alone!”

Have you ever taken a risk, followed an idea that seemed great at the time, and it turns out badly, and you look back and think, you know, it really was okay, I had it good, why did I mess it up? Moses reassures them, like a parent: Do not be afraid, stand firm, and you will see the deliverance that the Lord will accomplish today”(verse 13).

And so it was decision time for Israel: Trust or run. Choose the predictability of slavery, or the risk of freedom.

Well, they’ve followed Moses this far, and they can’t go back. And so they choose the risk of freedom. Maybe we know what that is like. And yet, once we have committed ourselves, we do wonder: did I make the right decision? There is a grace note here. God gives them a sign, cloud and fire, and they are separated from their enemies, just in the moment. An angel keeps watch over them (verse 19). They are moving away from Pharoah, and toward….the waters. They take one step at a time.

The mother holds the hand and says, to her little boy: step in…I am here with you”. And of course, the Israelites remembered those words, given by God to Moses, at the beginning of this adventure: I will be with you. One of the most beautiful pieces of prophecy comes in the Book of Isaiah. They could have been written for Moses, or for Israel, or for the people who survived Katrina, or for you and me:

Do not fear; for I have redeemed you
I have called you by name, you are mine
When you pass through the waters, I will be with you
And through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you (43. 1-2)

Sometimes we need to hear those words, don’t we? And sometimes we need to say them to someone else: You are not alone. I will be with you.

They have come to the waters. Moses stretches out his hand. And the wind, the breath, the spirit of the Lord divides the waters and they become dry land. There is an old Rabbinical take on the story which goes like this: Moses tried to part the waters, and the waters refused. The sea said to Moses, “you mean I’m supposed to divide in two just because you want me to? I am more important than you are. After all, I was created on the third day of creation, and you didn’t come along until the sixth”. So then Moses complains to God about the sea’s refusal. Then God places his hand on Moses hand and the waters parted.

Now the people have a decision. Do they go back? Do they stay where they are? Do they move forward? Do they choose the old life or the new life?

There is, in this passage of scripture, a word for all of us. Some of us may be at a time in our lives when we are at the point of decision. Do I take this risk? Do I make this move? Do I trust this person? Do I give my life to God? Do I step into the waters?

It is a time that can include some measure of fear and complaining. What if I make a mistake? What if others abandon me? What if I am betrayed? What if this religion thing is just an illusion? What if I drown in the waters?

The risk and the fear are real. And yet we are never going to make it to the promised land without confronting risk and fear.

I will let you in on a little preacher secret, if you promise not to tell anyone, okay? Putting together a sermon takes some time, to read the scripture, to let it sink in, to figure out how it might relate to those of us sitting here, centuries later, to be faithful to what it really means and yet also aware that it must become a living word in the present.

There are some weeks when other agendas come up, when the time set aside to work on sermons flows toward other things, and when that happens at first I am resentful or a little anxious---“I’ve got to complete this task”, but then I realize, if I listen and watch and am open to the Spirit, that those agendas might very well need to be the sermon.

This has been one of those weeks. And so I have wondered: what does this passage mean for a people who have lived through the hurricane, and for a church that is seeking to be faithful to those most affected, and to a country, that was described, by one noted historian in the past, as a “nation with the soul of a church”.

What does this mean for the people who survived: I decided to go over one afternoon to the coliseum. In most of our waking moments our eyeballs have been glued to the television screen as we have seen these individuals pulled into helicopters, listened to politicians posturing in ways that I don't need to elaborate on, watched ordinary people doing extraordinary things.

Our church has adopted three families this weekend. Through your dedication, that vision of hospitality is coming together, and you have responded. You always do. Thank you! The fire of Providence has already been ignited, this weekend.

There were approximately 300 or so residents from New Orleans living in the Charlotte Coliseum on Thursday. The Charlotte Hornets, an NBA team, once played there. Then the owner moved them to New Orleans. It is a bizarre world.

A new arena is being built, uptown, for the Bobcats. You know about that too, if you have lived here for awhile. And so the coliseum is somewhat vacant, and serves now this purpose, to provide shelter and safety for evacuees. I felt led to drive over there. When I say I felt led, there was a sense that I should do this, and the sense did not go away. I arrived at the coliseum and was met in the parking lot by a gatekeeper. I told him I was a clergy, and pointed to my hospital badge, which of course had nothing to do with the coliseum or their work, but it all seemed official, and the guy seemed satisfied and waved me through.

My thoughts as I parked were simple ones: "first do not harm". These people have been through so much. I had heard that pastors were needed there, but wasn't sure where I had heard this. In a normal week I would have stayed at the office. I was so far behind on this week's sermon that it was no longer funny. But then it is not a normal week.

I walked into the entrance, they scanned me, and again waved me through. Once inside, there were simply masses of people. Some were waiting in an intake area. Others were meeting with medical folks in public health. I walked farther in. There was a section for cots. I walked farther: there was a children's play area, with a couple of clowns performing, one of them in the spanish language. There was food all around, a clothing center, school representatives. At times it was difficult to distinguish those helping from those being helped. It was, on the surface, one community brought together by a tragic set of circumstances.

I walked a little farther in and saw a sign for a chapel. I followed it. I entered, and there was a woman and two men. They were african-american ministers, and they were very friendly. I introduced myself. "You can join us", they said. And so I did. A stream of folks came in, to pray. Individuals, couples, a woman with a young child, some very devout, others bewildered, some in tears. We would form a circle, each time, and one of us we pray. Then we would hug them, if they wished (most wanted this). Some would reflect on where they had been, on what the future might be, on what God was saying to them through all of this.

These are God’s children, all of them. They are in the same life’s journey that you and I have undertaken. They would love to reach the promised land, and somehow they have passed through the waters, but they don’t know what is ahead. And yet I had the sense that God was with them, just as he promised, and that he had not led them this far to turn away from them. They had survived the storm. Why?”, one young man asked me.

I am grateful that somehow, for some reason, God led me to that chapel. There I saw the human face of Katrina, and touched the hands of those that are being lifted up to God for hope and out to us for help.

What does all of this mean for the church of Jesus Christ? That is easier to understand, because the Bible leaves no room for mystery here: There are over 2000 verses in the book that deal with poverty. Jesus speaks with a clear voice:

give a cup of cold water, in my name.
I was a stranger and you welcomed me.
As you have done it unto the least of these, you have done it unto me.
Love your neighbor as yourself,

he taught us.

Who is my neighbor? Well then he told a parable, the Good Samaritan, in Luke 10. This weekend, you have been the church of the Good Samaritan.

What does all of this mean for a nation with the soul of a church? I am more troubled about our nation than I have ever been. I have no special revelation about partisan politics, and no desire to persuade you in any political direction, but I know enough about the Bible to know that we will be judged on how we have reached out to the poor. The poverty level in our nation is rising, like a flood. Many came to America thinking it was the promised land, but for many it is Egypt, and our nation is Pharoah.

That afternoon another man looked me in the eye and said, “God is giving us a wake up call. It’s not just about buying stuff, and busting other people and getting what you want”. If it is a wake up call, it is an echo, of a people, our ancestors, centuries ago, who cried out in bondage, and in his mercy God said

“I have heard the cries of my people,
and I have come down to deliver them”.

What is ahead of us? For some of those folks at the coliseum, it is a place to live, maybe in Charlotte, or with family somewhere, and then who knows. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you. They have lived this scripture.

For the church, it is a wonderful time to be the body of Christ in the world, to answer the question “who is my neighbor” by loving our neighbors as ourselves.

For our nation, it is a time to repent, and to recognize that if this is not the promised land for all of us, it will not be the promised land for any of us.

Someone is holding our hand, saying “step into the waters”, the waters of a great flood, the waters of suffering, the waters of baptism. We can’t go back. We can’t stay where we are. We have to move forward, and take it a step at a time, a day at a time. Next Sunday we will talk about what it means to live one day at a time. Today on 9/11/05, the good news is that God is with us. As someone has written:

“When we walk to the edge of all the light we have known
and we take a step into the darkness of the unknown
we must believe that one of two things will happen:
there will be something solid to stand on, or we will be taught to fly”.

[S. Martin Edges]

Monday, September 12, 2005

soundtrack

Randy Newman, Louisiana 1927
Andres Segovia, Chaconne (Bach)
Lucinda Williams, Jackson
Taize, Confitemini Domino
Randy Newman, Kingfish
Johnny Cash, Ring of Fire
Ed Kilbourne and Chris Hughes, God Who Began A Good Work in You
Buddy Miller, Worry Too Much
Randy Newman, Birmingham
Preservation Hall Jazz Band, When The Saints Go Marching In
Michael Card, Distressing Disguise
Taize, Stay With Us






Thursday, September 08, 2005

the charlotte coliseum

It has been a full week---the year is beginning for many groups within the church, we are embarking on a needed campaign to secure funds for debt, parking, missions, etc, and the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina is occupying our minds. In most of our waking moments our eyeballs are glued to the television screens as we see individuals pulled into helicopters, politicians posturing in ways that I don't need to elaborate on, and ordinary people doing extraordinary things.

Our church will "adopt" three families in the next two days. Because of a few dedicated people, that vision of hospitality is coming together, and I know our folks will respond. They always do.

There are approximately 300 or so residents from New Orleans living in the Charlotte Coliseum. The Charlotte Hornets, an NBA team, once played there. Then the owner moved them to New Orleans. It is a bizarre world.

A new arena is being built, uptown, for the Bobcats. And so the coliseum is somewhat vacant, and serves now this purpose, to provide shelter and safety for evacuees. I felt led to drive over there. When I say I felt led, there was a sense that I should do this, and the sense did not go away. In good traffic it takes 15-20 minutes to get to the coliseum. I arrived and was met in the parking lot by a gatekeeper. I told him I was a clergy, and pointed to my hospital badge, which of course had nothing to do with the coliseum or their work, but the guy seemed content and waved me through.

My thoughts as I parked were simple ones: "first do not harm". These people have been through so much. I had heard that pastors were needed there, but wasn't sure where I had heard this. In a normal week I would have stayed at the office. I am so far behind on this week's sermon that it is no longer funny. But then it is not a normal week.

I walked into the entrance, they scanned me, and again waved me through. Once inside, there were simply masses of people. Some were waiting in an intake area. Others were meeting with medical folks in public health. I walked farther in. There was a section for cots. I walked farther: there was a children's play area, with a couple of clowns performing, one of them in the spanish language. There was food all around, and people were milling about. At times it was difficult to distinguish those helping from those being helped. It was, on the surface, one community brought together by a tragic set of circumstances.

I walked a little farther in and saw a sign for a chapel. I followed it. I entered, and there was a woman and two men. They were african-american ministers, and they were very friendly. I introduced myself. "You can join us", they said. And so I did. A stream of folks came in, to pray. Individuals, couples, a woman with a young child, some very devout, others bewildered, some in tears. We would form a circle, each time, and one of us we pray. Then we would hug them,if they wished (most wanted this). Some would reflect on where they had been, or what the future might be, or what God was saying to them through all of this.

The time to leave came, and I made my way out. In a real sense I did not want to leave. God's presence was there, in these children who had survived the storm, and crossed over to the other side. Many of them had offered prayers of thanksgiving that they were among the survivors. Others wondered what that meant.

I am grateful that somehow, for some reason, God led me to that chapel. There I saw the human face of Katrina, and touched the hands of those that are being lifted up to God for hope and out to us for help.




Tuesday, September 06, 2005

katrina and floyd

From Donna Campbell, a filmmaker and friend who lives in the triangle. I had also made the connections, from going with flood relief teams to Princeville with friends from Mount Tabor United Methodist Church in Winston-Salem. I heard these stories as we gathered for a Wednesday evening covered dish meal at one of the churches. Donna writes:

"If you are like me, the news of the day is taking your minds and hearts back to those days just after Hurricane Floyd in eastern North Carolina (September 1999). The flooding there was unexpected; people were unprepared and desperate. Many of the reactions in Princeville, Tarboro and surrounding towns were just like those we are seeing in New Orleans and the Gulf Coast now--though much different in scale, of course. Just after the water subsided, I spent six weeks down east with a crew from UNC-TV, producing what ultimately turned into three broadcast documentaries about the aftermath of Hurricane Floyd, how it affected the people there. And that experience will inform and affect my work for the rest of my life.

When we first began to interview folks after the flood, they were still in shock. Everywhere we stopped, people just wanted to tell us what they had been through. We were overwhelmed by the stories we heard, stories of heroism and stories of despair, stories we recorded that (mostly) never made it into our shows. People just needed to tell what had happened to them.

We started referring to it as video therapy. Something about the camera gave people a sense of confidence that they might be heard, that someone out there might respond. And, in the end, I believe those stories did help to inspire citizens of North Carolina to volunteer and send money.

But the basic truth is that the human stories are what we are all hungry to tell and hungry to hear. So when some of the urgency subsides, I might find a way to go to the Gulf Coast and help document the stories of what people are going through. And I am wondering if any of you are thinking about the same thing.

The tragedy of Katrina is just beginning, I'm afraid, as all those thousands of people try to recover. I dread the news still to come. And I am sad to think of all the news we won't hear once the commercial TV teams move on--the confusion and despair when moved away from home communities to the temporary housing, the frustrations of dealing with FEMA, the depression, the loss, the grief. It's like Mrs. Baker, the 83 year old funeral home director in Princeville told me, quoting Hamlet: "When sorrows come, they come not as single spies, but in battalions." And I know there is nothing any of us can do to stop it.

But I am also asking whether we as the "documentary community" might find ways to help record the stories still to come from this tragedy. Be in touch if you have ideas".

Thanks for all you do.
Your old friend, Donna
Donna Campbell
Editor/Producer, Minnow Media

Monday, September 05, 2005

gulfside assembly lost


From John Edward Nuessle of the General Board of Global Ministries:


"So many of us have been so concerned about the impact of Hurricane Katrina on Gulfside Assembly.

The Federal Emergency Management Agency (FEMA) has confirmed what aerial photos indicate: There is little but rubble left at Gulfside.

An aerial view, located by staff of CIM (GBGM unit: Community and Institutional Ministries staff) on the internet, clearly show where buildings once stood. It may be that parts of some structures are still intact. The entire vicinity of Waveland was very hard hit.

Marian Martin, the director of Gulfside Assembly, and Wila Dunbar, a GBGM missionary assigned to Gulfside, are both safe.

Some elderly employees were reportedly reluctant to leave Waveland. We don't yet know anything about them.

The area is still closed off.

Aerial pictures show that the main building of Moore Community Center in Biloxi is still standing.

Pray for those who mourn and who are hurting in the Hurricane area; be prepared to help as you are led in the relief and rehabilitation".



A brief description of Gulfside:

"Before the civil rights movement of the 1960s, there were few places in the South where blacks could find hotel and meeting accommodations. Most of the places that did exist are now closed because of inability to compete with larger establishments. But thanks to the vision and commitment of United Methodists, one such historical institution not only survives but thrives and today welcomes guests of all races and nationalities. It is Gulfside Assembly.

Located in Waveland, Mississippi, Gulfside was founded in 1923 through the determined efforts of Bishop Robert E. Jones, who saw the need for a place of retreat for "Negro" Christians. The sprawling grounds facing the calm blue waters of the Gulf of Mexico are surrounded by towering oak and pine trees. Guests can hike through a vast wooded area or stroll along the beach. A perfect setting for spiritual renewal, Gulfside has improved and expanded its facilities over the years. Recently, five guest houses providing special equipment for the elderly were added.

In its origin, Gulfside served not only as a center of retreat and recreation for blacks but also as a year-round vocational school for underprivileged children. Today, an annual total of more than 5,000 people of all ages and backgrounds assemble at the site for a variety of activities including spiritual retreats, training of clergy and lay leaders, meetings, workshops, and family reunions".

Saturday, September 03, 2005

lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil

In the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina, a number of questions emerge, and still more responses await us. I have been wondering about how to get my mind around all of this; in a way, any response seems almost as chaotic as the events themselves. I have come to a place where I am trying to frame all of this in the words of a simple prayer: Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil”.

Lead us not into the temptation of judging those who stayed behind. Many were among the working poor, the mentally ill, the homeless. They were left behind, left behind in the wake of the storm, left behind in our society. Lead us not into the temptation of judging the government. We have elected officials who have taken forty percent of our national guard and sent them to other places in the world. We bear some responsibility for what has happened in the days following the hurricane.

Lead us not into the temptation of thinking we would act differently if we lived in the region. When life is threatened, when our loved ones are dying, when there are no authority figures present, when our possessions have been ruined, when our livelihoods have been taken away from us, when family members cannot be accounted for, the lower part of our human nature emerges. We make assumptions about how we would respond, but we cannot be sure.

Lead us not into the temptation of seeking quick closure and turning our thoughts to other matters. The devastation in the gulf will require a long-term focus, and our societal attention deficit disorder cannot shape the needed response. Lead us not into the temptation of stepping away from the pain. If our nation were a body, the gulf region is an open wound. It must be treated. Until this happens, the body, the nation, is not healthy.

Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Deliver us from the evil of a nation that ignores the needs of its most vulnerable citizens. Deliver us from the evil of a church that is preoccupied with its own needs and agendas, and does not use its resources for the common good.

Deliver us from the evil of a marketplace that profits from the pain and suffering of others. Deliver us from the evil of those who abuse their neighbors in a time of crisis. Deliver us from the evil of unnecessary starvation and disease. Deliver us from the evil of blaming others and avoiding appropriate responsibility.

I am a pastor in a congregation. Our responses, like those of many faith communities, will be three-fold: first disaster relief, then relocation and resettlement, and later rebuilding. At the moment, there is a will to move forward. And yet I am convinced that our actions must be nourished and sustained by our thinking and praying, as we begin, in the words of the prophet Isaiah, to “repair the ruined cities”.

Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Friday, September 02, 2005

louisiana 1927 (randy newman)

What has happened down here is the wind have changed
Clouds roll in from the north and it started to rain
Rained real hard and rained for a real long time
Six feet of water in the streets of Evangeline

The river rose all day
The river rose all night
Some people got lost in the flood
Some people got away alright
The river have busted through cleard down to Plaquemines
Six feet of water in the streets of Evangelne

Louisiana, Louisiana
They're tyrin' to wash us away
They're tryin' to wash us away
Louisiana, Louisiana
They're tryin' to wash us away
They're tryin' to wash us away

President Coolidge came down in a railroad train
With a little fat man with a note-pad in his hand
The President say, "Little fat man isn't it a shame what the river has
done
To this poor crackers land."

Louisiana, Louisiana
They're tyrin' to wash us away
They're tryin' to wash us away
Louisiana, Louisiana
They're tryin' to wash us away
They're tryin' to wash us away

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Randy Newman, Good Old Boys



Thursday, September 01, 2005

david brooks, new york times, the storm after the storm

"Hurricanes come in two waves. First comes the rainstorm, and then comes what the historian John Barry calls the "human storm" - the recriminations, the political conflict and the battle over compensation. Floods wash away the surface of society, the settled way things have been done. They expose the underlying power structures, the injustices, the patterns of corruption and the unacknowledged inequalities. When you look back over the meteorological turbulence in this nation's history, it's striking how often political turbulence followed.

In 1889 in Pennsylvania, a great flood washed away much of Johnstown. The water's crushing destruction sounded to one person like a "lot of horses grinding oats." Witnesses watched hundreds of people trapped on a burning bridge, forced to choose between burning to death or throwing themselves into the churning waters to drown.

The flood was so abnormal that the country seemed to have trouble grasping what had happened. The national media were filled with wild exaggerations and fabrications: stories of rivers dammed with corpses, of children who died while playing ring-around-the-rosy and who were found with their hands still clasped and with smiles still on their faces.

Prejudices were let loose. Hungarians then were akin to today's illegal Mexican immigrants - hard-working people who took jobs no one else wanted. Newspapers carried accounts of gangs of Hungarian men cutting off dead women's fingers to steal their rings. "Drunken Hungarians, Dancing, Singing, Cursing and Fighting Amid the Ruins" a New York Herald headline blared.

Then, as David McCullough notes in "The Johnstown Flood," public fury turned on the Pittsburgh millionaires whose club's fishing pond had emptied on the town. The Chicago Herald depicted the millionaires as Roman aristocrats, seeking pleasure while the poor died like beasts in the Coliseum.

Even before the flood, public resentment was building against the newly rich industrialists. Protests were growing against the trusts, against industrialization and against the new concentrations of wealth. The Johnstown flood crystallized popular anger, for the fishing club was indeed partly to blame. Public reaction to the disaster helped set the stage for the progressive movement and the trust-busting that was to come.

In 1900, another great storm hit the U.S., killing over 6,000 people in Galveston, Tex. The storm exposed racial animosities, for this time stories (equally false) swept through the press accusing blacks of cutting off the fingers of corpses to steal wedding rings. The devastation ended Galveston's chance to beat out Houston as Texas' leading port.

Then in 1927, the great Mississippi flood rumbled down upon New Orleans. As Barry writes in his account, "Rising Tide," the disaster ripped the veil off the genteel, feudal relations between whites and blacks, and revealed the festering iniquities. Blacks were rounded up into work camps and held by armed guards. They were prevented from leaving as the waters rose. A steamer, the Capitol, played "Bye Bye Blackbird" as it sailed away. The racist violence that followed the floods helped persuade many blacks to move north.

Civic leaders intentionally flooded poor and middle-class areas to ease the water's pressure on the city, and then reneged on promises to compensate those whose homes were destroyed. That helped fuel the populist anger that led to Huey Long's success. Across the country people demanded that the federal government get involved in disaster relief, helping to set the stage for the New Deal. The local civic elite turned insular and reactionary, and New Orleans never really recovered its preflood vibrancy.

We'd like to think that the stories of hurricanes and floods are always stories of people rallying together to give aid and comfort. And, indeed, each of America's great floods has prompted a popular response both generous and inspiring. But floods are also civic examinations. Amid all the stories that recur with every disaster - tales of sudden death and miraculous survival, the displacement and the disease - there is also the testing.

Civic arrangements work or they fail. Leaders are found worthy or wanting. What's happening in New Orleans and Mississippi today is a human tragedy. But take a close look at the people you see wandering, devastated, around New Orleans: they are predominantly black and poor. The political disturbances are still to come". September 1, 2005